SAVE THE NATURE

I traveled by train this Sunday from my house to tambaram. I felt something strange in my mind. I wanted to smash the whole train in to pieces. I hated and got angered when i saw people in groups. Wanted to kill them or burn them into ashes. There was so much hatred in my heart like never before. I was so silent and i was lonely. My mind wavered to so many things. I have never felt like this ever before in ma life. I tried to concentrate and find a solution “Y the hell am i like this???“. But all i ended up was in increasing the anger and hatred in my heart. The train then stopped at a station. I turned to my right to just look outside the window so that my mind changes track and i lose the hatred in my heart. And thus it happened. Everything changed. I sensed tears rolling down my cheeks. All the hatred in my heard vanished in a second and my heart was filled fully with love, affection and pleasant memories. The thing that is behind all these is MIT, my college. This happened just a day before i had to join my company eBay. Then i found the reason y i was like that in the morning I missed the train journey with my friends, the canteen chats, the corridor walks,the yellow flower trees etc etc. The first day in office i had to travel for 2 hours without speaking to anyone in bus and i felt much lonely than ever before in my life. Its really hard here my dear friends. I miss u all though i have certain people around me from ECE and our college to give company. But none can fill in your shoes. Love u all and miss u all. The only question that hangs over in my mind in CAN I COME OVER THIS??? Hopefully i over come this……