SAVE THE NATURE

I decided to blog on this issue after seeing so many friends of mine behaved in a similar way. I have found people get close to another person. Be it a girl or a boy. They get close to them due to certain features like speaking frankly, being bubbly, always smiling, being very cheerful, bringing a charm to the people around them. But once they become close the people in the name of POSSESSIVENESS want them to stop doing it to others. Y do people stop their friend from doing what they liked in them?? Is this real love, care and affection?? y do they kill the kid inside the person in the name of possessiveness??

Just if u find time go out and note the following people. People traveling in company buses, Student traveling by college or school bus, or else even in train. One thing thats so common in these people is that once they get in to the bus or train they fall asleep. I was not sure how comfortable sleep would be. Whenever i ask people they say they experience a good comfortable sleep. I have tried it a lot of times but i could not do that. Hats off to people who are professional at it. How are they managing to do that??? Don’t people feel insecure when i sleep when they travel??? I must learn this art of life very soon as i don’t know what to do in the 2 hours of my travel back from office and 1 and half hours when i travel in the morning to the office with all my colleague in deep sleep  …… Hope i get a company to speak or learn to sleep…….

7/7/08 morning 6 am i woke up to the most weirdest dreams of all time. I would be the most happiest person in the world if it ever happens. What gr8 dream is that?? Y is it so special?? This was my dream. I go to Church on a New Year Eve for a special prayer. I just sat down for the prayer. Then came 2 people near me to teach me how to pray. Surprising thing is that those 2 people happened to be a Hindu priest and a Muslim Baba. They had a ghee lamp in their hand and asked me to lit it for the Jesus who had Prophet The Mohammed and Lord Muruga for his company. I was totally stunned. This dream might seem so stupid and comical, but I really loved it. I am for that to happen. May all religion in this world unite and eradicate the caste system. Jai Hind.

I traveled by train this Sunday from my house to tambaram. I felt something strange in my mind. I wanted to smash the whole train in to pieces. I hated and got angered when i saw people in groups. Wanted to kill them or burn them into ashes. There was so much hatred in my heart like never before. I was so silent and i was lonely. My mind wavered to so many things. I have never felt like this ever before in ma life. I tried to concentrate and find a solution “Y the hell am i like this???“. But all i ended up was in increasing the anger and hatred in my heart. The train then stopped at a station. I turned to my right to just look outside the window so that my mind changes track and i lose the hatred in my heart. And thus it happened. Everything changed. I sensed tears rolling down my cheeks. All the hatred in my heard vanished in a second and my heart was filled fully with love, affection and pleasant memories. The thing that is behind all these is MIT, my college. This happened just a day before i had to join my company eBay. Then i found the reason y i was like that in the morning I missed the train journey with my friends, the canteen chats, the corridor walks,the yellow flower trees etc etc. The first day in office i had to travel for 2 hours without speaking to anyone in bus and i felt much lonely than ever before in my life. Its really hard here my dear friends. I miss u all though i have certain people around me from ECE and our college to give company. But none can fill in your shoes. Love u all and miss u all. The only question that hangs over in my mind in CAN I COME OVER THIS??? Hopefully i over come this……